I'm not exactly ready to go back. I went to sleep dreading this morning and now I'm awake at 4 whatever am... I am trying my hardest to not be sad but I am unable to control it. I miss my family but I'm not ready for the stress or being by myself so much again. I didn't expect to be this upset. I'm doing a shit job at hiding it. I have to keep my tears away.
We drive back today
Updated: 6 days ago